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Literature
Silence is Required
Sometimes I wish I could scream
Not for myself
But for those who can’t
For those who deal with everyday chaos
Those who can’t tolerate what’s been dealt as a bad hand
I feel like I could claw my own throat out
To scream
To scream…
Screaming
Something I wish I could do
But then,
Only trouble would start
I try to help the best I can (Is it enough?)
It’s madness.
It’s pain.
It’s fear.
Sadness…
Rage.
Loneliness.
Of all who I know
All I can do is listen.
Listen to their tales about themselves.
Their silent screams echo within my head.
Please, I’m going to snap.
I talk but feel unheard by many.
But is it really me that is unheard?
Or is it them?
I’m confused.
I’m too quiet.
I’m too loud.
Too chaotic.
Too destructive,
Too creative, and
Too much….
I
Just
Want
To
SCREAM!
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Literature
To look upon writingNot just
To look upon writing
Not just in the sense of words
Or seas of sentences ready to ensnare
They are worlds,
Worlds apart and yet so close
A home away from home that delves in the deepest reaches
of the human mind.
But do not fret those who fear the television and the computers
will destroy them
No,
Not at all.
They bring the wonder back to which they "tried"
to re-invent.
Dive into the sea of sentences,
Dust off those tomes
Pick up the pen and
shuffle some papers
Do not fear the writers' block with its nasty blankness or
the bright white canvas of a paper.
Take those worlds in your mind
Take those "Old Relics" and blow the dust off.
Bring them into the world of ours
Bring them to the peoples' imagination with your own
For time is always running,
Words are ever staying
Even as the hands of time keep spinning
Do no fret that they will be forgotten
Time brings things back around
Just wait and see.
For the pen and paper are ever-changing.
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Guys, just got my ankle busted last Sunday. Hairline fractured my fibula. Sucks. But I'm alive :D
  • Listening to: Lindsey Stirling's Albums
  • Reading: Lion in the White House: Life of Teddy Roosevelt
  • Watching: Kitchen Nightmares on repeat
  • Playing: A little bit of Skyrim and some EnemyFront
  • Eating: turkey sandwich with chips
  • Drinking: Tea and some water
Been another long hiatus guys, sorry about that. Been losing motivation to post my work on here. *sighs tiredly* What I wouldn't do for a nice trip to a huge arse library to peruse of its inventory. *Shrugs* Can't have everything. Especially since my grandfather who had brought me into the gaming world has stage three lung cancer, so things have been getting especially tough. Including the fact that my mom lost her job because they closed down the store she worked in.

A lot has happened since my last journal and very little of it is for the better.

Hey, at least I know I might finally graduate from Taco-tec this year with two majors and my general, but the fact of not being able to get a job just burns my hide.

raven QUIET plz On the note of my stories and characters, they've decided to up and go about their own business and leave me in the dark scrambling for clues as to their pasts, futures, present, etc. It's absolutely terrible right now. I haven't even wrote a full page worth of a story at all! What I wouldn't do for a day of peace with my mate and be able to write without a problem. *Holds up Writer's block* Fight Mostly this damned thing is the problem, that and having to deal with my own family that likes to ride my arse all over the place with their complaints.

Least I had fun on my five day Airsoft trip to SC Village and Hollywood Sports arenas. I got a riot shield I named Citadel/Sentinal and a Derringer pistol nicknamed after Teddy Roosevelt. Had tons of fun getting people mad because they can't get my behind the shield, making people laugh at how small my derringer was, and running around like mad.

After the airsoft we went to see Night at the Museum Three, it will bring tears to even the manliest of men. *Hats off to Robin Williams* Ran over to Barnes & Noble for a large book purchase; mostly how-to books and a few warhammer 40k ones. Then to the most awesome restaurant by far: Bj's Brewhouse. I had the ultimate rack of ribs there and would do anything to have another set, even if the price is a little steep, but understandable.

Came back home and had to clean my room all over again and fight to get the classes I need for this Spring semester. Geez, I just want school to start already just to keep me busy and away from my parents. F*ck, I wish I lived in my own apartment by now and had a nice steady job, but it's not going to land in my lap like a damned leaf from a tree. I need to finish up my schooling and find a job while I'm at it. Also, need to learn to be self sustaining, kinda.

So, my new years resolutions are:

#029 Nidoran F Lose about 20lbs, so that I may feel healthier and more comfortable with myself.Prompts 2014 - STRENGTH 
#030 NidorinaFinish taco-tech and graduate. Twice.Edna [The Incredibles] 
Nidoqueen by CreepyJellyfishFIND A JOB FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!Pikachu Sigh 

Nidoran M by CreepyJellyfishFinish a story or start the history periodical piece about a son writing from Vietnam to his parents in the States.:bademoticon: 
Nidorino by CreepyJellyfishBecome able to support myself (not meaning a job), meaning cooking, cleaning, etc.Pusheen Eating Ramen 
Nidoking by CreepyJellyfish Learn to be a much more confident driver. 

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Brittany Brown
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I'm about 5'6", dirty dish water blond, gold colored eyed girl with a love for writing everything and anything. You can usually catch me writing or talking constantly about my characters. Questioning anything and everything if possible. I love learning anything I can that can help me create, learn a new skill, or better myself and my work. *Waves to fellow DA members* I wouldn't mind learning some things from you guys too!

Oh also, that big guy in the deviant photo is Cooper from Attika 7. He can also be spotted on Sons of Anarchy and its fun to point him out. It's almost like where's waldo, but more violent. The guy on the right is :icontruegambit: He's the metal head, I'm still learning!


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Personal Quote: Pestilence shall leave you in a world of constant death, but one which you will never die from.
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Tribble-Industries Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
hello are we still alive?
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obanfan75 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Yep, just haven't had internet.
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nicedino Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2016
Thank you very much for the fave! ^^
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Tribble-Industries Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
How are you doing?
I am still alive.
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obanfan75 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
I'm doing okay, getting over a broken ankle.
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Tribble-Industries Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
what did you do?

I just finished up a crazy moving period
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obanfan75 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
I slipped on some stairs and caused a hairline fracture in the fibula of my right leg at the base of where the ankle meets the leg itself.  

So I had been gettin' frustrated that I can't play airsoft with my MG42. >.<

Where'd ya move?

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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for adding my work to your collection.
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obanfan75 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Your welcome^^
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Saryetta86 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!!! :happybounce: 
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obanfan75 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome^^
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Tribble-Industries Featured By Owner May 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday, sorry about the clone trooper birthday cake the fangirls hijacked it. 

And you know what day it is!!!!
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obanfan75 Featured By Owner May 15, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Lol thanks^^
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Tribble-Industries Featured By Owner May 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh...you are welcome...by the way...what exactly is your favorite color?
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